i will not be the fat one

This pic was taken just the other day
my BMI is not under 21
and I think my body looks smokein hot on it
so no worries sweethearts <3
i just do not want to be the fat one ;)
(my blogname is not deadlyserious just sarcasticly pointing out the little crazy things our minds say sometimes)

even thouhg i dont suffer from anorexia, i do have a complecated relation to food.
I hope some day i will be able to eat without having to think about it too much,
but still keep my goalweight and being able to enjoy the sweetness that is FOOD :)